adimoga

No Coincidence

adimoga — Wed, 27 Aug 2008 18:16:38 +0000

Many of us have brothers or sisters, older or younger, fact that contributes in shaping our ego, through our position in the family.
During a discussion which I had with my brother a few years ago, I deducted the following schemes:
1. When a child is alone in the family, he/she risks becoming a selfish child, because of the fact that he/she has never shared love and everything was given only to him. It can happen in the opposite way as well, as a child who is alone in his/her family actually wants to share, and he/she will probably do that with the friends around, as well as with his/her life companion at a later time.

2. When there are two children in the family, the older one feels put aside when the second child appears and at that point the competition occurs. What happens in general when there are two brothers, is that one of them goes on the mother’s side while the other one goes on the father’s side, change which helps in shaping their egos.

3. In the above scheme I’ve represented the older child’s feelings, from before the appearance of the third child.
When the third child comes on the scene, the older one realizes better what happened with him/her as the second child came, and he/she will explain to the one of the middle age why this one feels put aside since a younger child appeared.

For example, if you have a younger brother or sister, you should know it is not a coincidence the fact that you get along well with someone and at a later time to discover that he/she has an older brother or sister.
All the things that form us affectively, including the family relationships we had with our brothers or sisters, will reflect onto the relationships we will have with the others around, along our life. The only thing we’ll do regarding this will be to multiply this type of relationship, but under the shape we prefer unconsciously, which will integrate the desire of having the things we have been missing.
Obviously all of these schemes can have many more possibilities, but I wrote only those that I believe they are the most general.

Sensation White Amsterdam 2008

adimoga — Wed, 09 Jul 2008 13:17:11 +0000

Lots of my friends asked me why I didn’t post some pictures on my blog from this year’s Sensation White event, so I put myself to work sharing some images, and continuing building my personal identity over the web, with the help of this blog.

This year I was with Rodin (which was also the last year), Cristi, and his girlfriend Nicoleta. Cristi is an old friend of mine who I share a lot of nice memories with, and we also work together at PetsFunky.com and Hugamate.com, because he is very talented at making jokes:).

To say a few words about this year’s Sensation White, the music was better then last year, which made the event more beautiful. An exception was made by the Dj. Tocadisco who got nervous because the organizers did a huge mistake by not saying the Tocadico’s name when he stared mixing, saying Marco V instead, and Tocadisco got angry, but he should have understood these mistakes can happen and should avoid other problems. After 15-20 minutes of his work people started to leave because of the shitty music, and I think he realised that and started mixing like a Dj.
Here is a video from Tocadisco work(the nice part recorded by Rodin).

And here are some pictures

And final words… we will go again next year so.. keep in touch

Know yourself

adimoga — Wed, 21 May 2008 16:05:26 +0000

First, we have to understand that self knowledge can’t be learnt in a few days or weeks but it might require years. I say this taking into consideration my life experience, but I’m pretty sure that it happened to you too. Maybe you remember when you were younger and you were saying: “how I was thinking a year ago and how I think in present”, and the following year you were saying the same thing about the year that had just passed.

The tool we can use to reach a better self knowledge is the question “Why?“, the only question that can help us understand the reason of a feeling or reaction. One of the biggest mistakes we do is when we ask a question and in the first phase we have the impression that the question is silly, we are told that we are grown up and we are not in the age of questions anymore. Now that is completely wrong! While we live, we have to self motivate, try to understand what’s at the base of things that influence our life, but to understand them, we have to accept and begin to understand a big part of the questions we ask or that we should ask ourselves.

Through self knowledge we manage to understand what we really what to do in life, why we choose our partner and many other things we start to ask after a certain age, the age when we start to deal with the problems of life such as food, money, a house, the car etc. While the time is passing, these questions are consuming so much of our energy that we start to ignore our psychic, and after a certain age you don’t have the same flexibility and energy, becoming harder to restyle. This is why, when you start having questions, you don’t have to hesitate in looking for an answer.

I think that the hardest part in the process of self knowledge is that we will realize the mistakes done not only by us but also by our parents, educational mistakes which were implemented in our structure as an individual, perceived as normal/good, and which we will not only multiply day by day but also transmit them to our children, when we will reach the age of adulthood. The educational mistakes, which we are aware of, don’t result out of the non interest of our parents. It happens because they at their turn have been educated as such, and because all they want is all the good for their children, so they teach them what they consider and perceived as being good at that period of time. And you will realize this when you will hear: “When I was your age I wasn’t wondering around in the streets” etc. Basically, the education each child receives is a big part of the education that the parent received from his parents and styled up on the whole with what the parent liked or disliked.

This process of self knowledge is nothing else that an invasion of the conscious over the subconscious through the question “Why?”, meaning a psychoanalysis. My opinion is that a big part of our psychic is represented by the subconscious (the memory), and the conscious represents a smaller part. The subconscious is built in time by assimilating the information and experiences through the conscious part and their filtration as good or bad. The subconscious is accessed many times through the reflexes, and these are perceptions formed inside the subconscious, but not always healthy. That is why it’s important to understand why you make some mistakes by reflex and what impact they have on you.

If you ask me, our psychic (as I defined it here), represents the flux of energy which applies on our biological matter, and the conscious represents the experiences in that particular moment, meaning that what you feel now, is actually the conscious. That’s why the self knowledge represents the process of re-living mostly the feelings from the past years where our affect was styled not only by our parents but also by the other persons in our life. All these experiences analyzed and passed by the filter of our perceptions as being good or bad, will help us having an easier and healthier life, psychologically speaking. The problems we ignore, at some point will appear in other parts of our life, as well as in the life of those we educate.

In one of the next articles I will explain some of the questions I ask a person that I just met, and I will detail not only the question but also where that person is placed in my mind.

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French version here: Connaissance de soi
Romanian version here: Cunoaste-te pe tine

What is the memory and for how long does it exist

adimoga — Mon, 03 Mar 2008 17:09:40 +0000

I think that all memories we have are based on our feelings and experiences of life which represent an output of energy on our biological substance. As long as an output of energy flows in a certain way, it forms a stamped path, a path which will be followed also a second time, and a third time and so on. This phenomenon, I consider it to be our memory, as I said before, our regular paths formed by our energy outputs.

The existence of our memory is diminished by our “getting old” process which I see as our biological development. The more our organs develop and our biological structure is modified, our social changes and the evolution of our intellect cause modifications in our behaviour, the more there are less chanses for us to have the same life experiences, as we used to have 10 years ago, by instance.

This is the reason for which learning new things for us means somehow forgetting the old ones, and why I think that our memory is limited and cannot last too long.

Einstein and the Worlds Most Famous Equation

adimoga — Sat, 08 Dec 2007 00:01:00 +0000

I have decided to upload a few documentaries that I enjoy and have been my passion for some time. This one is an explanation of the mega puzzle pieces, called E=mc2.
Beside things that are around us and considering they are built from energy, the equation above makes me understand what humans are and at the same time, how the Universe works. I’ve seen it more than 5 times now, so I guess it’s time for you to see it, too. I recommend you to see it in full screen mode.

If you like it, leave a comment for other people to see.

Later edit: Due to the fact that stage6.com has been close this movie is down, i`ll announce when the movie will be available